Sometimes i really wonder what made me want the things that i wanted. I never stopped being in a state of desire or want. Always longing for somethiing else that i really did not have. I tried to make myself feel contented but it always never worked. Though at times i could get somewhere with it, the feebleness that came with it was something that i do not want to reckon with. Once i thought it was a done deal then something else would always crop up. I had no solutions just desiring more and more of what i did not have. I did not seem to see what i already had. They seemed more of invisible to me. They never occurred to me that i actually had them. I took them for granted. Never acknowledging the gifts that had freely been bestowed on me. The blessings that i had never asked for or requested. Then i learnt the secret of being content. The freedom that came with not having to worry about the things that i could not handle. The joy of knowing that i was not the one in control. Then i fully let it go and there did my joys begin. I live each day at a time, never worried about what tomorrow holds just happy that i have the priviledge of going through today.

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